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 thinking about my life,
 remembering the past

hope that it will fade soon
 from my mind.

Hazel Yeo, NP, table tennis

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Sunday, June 15, 2008
7:30 PM

1) i am losing my SELF CONTROL and its SCARY
2) i suddenly feel VERY LOST
3) i am having super big appetite nowadays.... 2 dinner in 1 row! goodness!!
4) i suddenly feel lonely-the anticipation to go out but u duno who to call and its hard to call (need to think a lot before asking) hahas i guess only 1 person koe what i am talking.... damn...
5) i need to WAKE UP!

living in my own sanctuary.

Thursday, June 12, 2008
8:23 PM

hello peeps.... well, only a few will know this blog of mine as this is my private blog so yeah.... anyway, i have create a public blog that allow all to view... so here is the link... http://haznut.livejournal.com/ :D

the idea of setting up a public blog is after besti told me that my previous post is very zai! LOL! yeah no doubt, the previous post is written by ME, Hazel Yeo! hahahas! and yea... the purpose of the public blog is to post things that i want others to know... anyway, do visit there too... but this blog will still be main priority... :)

alrighty, tata!

living in my own sanctuary.

Sunday, June 08, 2008
10:04 PM

unexpected visitors come knocking at your door
feeling of excitement wore on the wall
but its all mere fake-ness on the floor
reflecting all the flaws
which i don't wish to fall

lets head back to the busy moments
where we have no time to remember
no time to ponder
thats when the hearts will not wander

carry on wearing the skillful mask
where no one will bother ask
secretly hidden feelings will never be revealed
as this is what you are trained to do

they say "do things that u wish others will do to u"
it just doesnt make sense
get it straight and get it right
because there is no such thing as 'reciprocal'
1 such word which only exist-starts with S
that is "self-centered"

it is needless to pin-point, grumble or complain
because anything and everything will eventually come to an End.
rejoice and it'll be yours truly

:)

living in my own sanctuary.

Saturday, June 07, 2008
4:05 PM

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!
like FINALLY!!
taking a total break from everything for a short moment...
yeah... 2 weeks is short short short
with holiday hmk to do... its short!!

yest, outing with besti was GREAT! its been so so long (lost track of time) when i actually went town and shop with her! hahas! the feeling to be able to hang out with someone close to u and understand u is really un-describeable! oh yea, and i realise that just the 2 of us can eat dinner for 1 hr+... chat a lot and yeah...this world has just many different types of 'wonderful' ppl... anyway, shop shop, walk and walk until leg super suan! ahahas! surprisingly we didnt spent much... very few nice stuff caught our eyes so.... yeah.. save money! LOL!

its been so long since we took a pic together :)

So for the time being, i am going to enjoy my short holiday to the fullest!! =D

living in my own sanctuary.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008
9:00 PM

To my fellow good friends out there......
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I DID IT!!!
I REALLY DID IT!!
I PASSED MY VERY FIRST MENTOR ASSESMENT!!!

I am very very very happyX10000000 times...! LOL!
so many things cropped up at the last min...
mentor changed for assessing... becomes the SENIOR mentor...
den den... wasn't feeling that stress until 王老师tell me that she is even more strict than the centre manager-Andeline... woah... den laoshi also indirectly tell me assessed by her dun haf much chance de la... u tell me who hear le won't feel even more stress?? lol!


Den the clock strike 11a.m.... she walked in... i was feeling the pressure and stress already...
plus taking ELEVEN children of Nursery 2 is no easy feat... by the way, we were only required to take 5-6 children for assessment but mentor request so no choice....lol...
den den... centre manager says that we dun haf to worry cuz the teachers there will help us... and so so so we thought at least we have 1 teacher ard to help us in class management......
NV DID I THOUGHT THAT...... during assessment... the senior mentor actually asked the teacher to leave the class and let me handle the WHOLE ENTIRE CLASS! woosh.... seriously when i saw at the corner of my eye that mrs koh was leaving... i was rather unexpectedly stable abt it but knew that i will have a super super hard time managing that gp of "wonderful" children... hahahas!!


The lesson carried on for 40 mins... the children wasn't really co-operative and this particular child really gave me a huge headache... and eventually lesson was coming to an end.... pack everything up and children were getting ready to have their lunch... while cleaning up... the senior mentor walked towards me and tell me this...." hazel, i need to talk to u."
upon hearing this.... i knew i MUST have failed her assessment............


BUT NO!! I actually heard something.... yes! positive words! and seeing the grade she gave me was good too... woah in my heart i was like so damn " i cannot believe it lar" And i really couldnt believe it totally that i acutally ask the senior mentor that was i really doing alright.... she actually told me that i was doing really good and was perfect! WOA WOA.... 激动sia... den had quite a long talk with her... the good things i have done, things that i can improve on... and the suggestions... really really thank her man... her suggestions and advice will really helps me a lot in the future lesson plans....

overall, i am really satisfied with myself!! HAZEL YEO IS REALLY REALLY HAPPY AND HIGH! lol
thanks all friends who wishes me as well as the teachers there!! THANKS A LOT! =)

living in my own sanctuary.

Saturday, May 17, 2008
6:00 PM

And yes... another busy week has pass... it also means another busy and stressful week is coming ahead... well actually only wed will be the most stressful day cuz next week is e-learning week!! shiock... more time to do more work... AND AND AND... i am super stressed with my field practicum... its like we are doing ADDITIONAL work than others... goodness.. even though i keep on telling myself its better for me... its better for me in the long run... but i just can't help feeling super stress...

And guess what??

i am going to be ASSESSED THIS COMING WED!! i think i am the only one in the class being assessed so early when everyone is just GOING to START implementing their lesson... OH MY GOD... the worst is... my mentor want us to take the WHOLE class which means 13 children instead of 5-6 children which we are required to have! 13 children mind u... and i am just a inexperienced attachment student.......... with her super strict requirement that she told us... i am bound to fail her assesment... hahahas! I WILL JUST FAIL CLASS MANAGEMENT...!

and do u koe the agony of thinking lesson plans? thinking of what the children can do... whether it is appropriate and interesting and blah blah...many factors to consider and so on... goodness... i suddenly feel that some teachers aint worth to be called teachers.... some nv even PLANNED ANY lessons for them... and just let the children do nth there... *faints*

NVM like what my lecturer says... leave all the bad experiences u see behind... U PPL ARE THE NEW HOPE FOR THE CHILDREN! hahas i thought it was very WELL-SAID! =D

Alright ppl, if u wanna koe how my wed assessment goes... msg me... hahas but i guess the result is obvious... =X

living in my own sanctuary.

Sunday, May 11, 2008
3:35 PM

9 MAY 2008- FRIDAY aka BLADING!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas i tell u...bao, doti and me were so ON lar!! LOL... cuz after blading in sch on thur, we all suddenly want to go blading the very next day... which is fri after class... and we 3 all ON not to bring laptop for ast class even though we need it for recording... HAHA.. yea, so we went blading at pasir ris park... hazel ng last min joined us but couldn't stay long...but well it was damn shiock!

pictures time! (credit to doti!)


Bao xian, doti and me =)

our rental skates!

this is my twinie-hazel NG skating... girl... dun deny u can't skate cuz we have evidence on our hands! hahas!Ah bao and meand this is doti and me... hahas! u really look tired! lol! btw, ppl say we look alike... wat do u ppl think?

another twinie?? ahahas

living in my own sanctuary.